It was only 4.30 in the morning. Karan woke up. It was not a good nights sleep for him as his mind was perturbed by the recent events life was compelling him to witness. Moreover, the day followed would be a long one and, he had to face that much dreaded moment. He got up and removed the floral curtains of the window. The black sky was poked by an orange hue, very faint though, just the initial preparation to unclasp the world from the darkness once again.
“Just like I’m hoping to face the moment wearing the bravest countenance when I’ve to reveal that harsh reality to Mrs Ahuja.”
He sighed and started his preparation for the long day ahead.
After about one hour as Karan came down to the lounge, he was looking soigné yet disturbed. The car arrived punctually at six and, as he seated himself inside his mind revved up along with the engine.
Sailesh and he, they both shared the same dream of serving the country, not as a civilian but as a soldier. It was no surprise to anybody when both of them joined IMA, Dehradun. Incidentally both, as Gentleman Cadets, were placed in the Zojila Company of the Manekshaw Battalion. Those were the days of hardship and rigorous training to mould their physical and psychological traits in the toughest possible way. As they came upon finishing summa cum laude, they were placed in the Ladakh Scouts regiment, infantry division.
Ladakh Scouts are also called Snow Warriors in the truest sense. Ladakh is a part of the Indian sector of divided Kashmir and Ladakh Scouts are considered to be the ‘eyes and ears’ of the Indian army.
Karan primarily found it a tad difficult to cope up with the extreme weather condition, the temperature reading most of the times being well below the freezing point but Sailesh was as enthusiastic and zealous as he always was.
“If only you been a bit less aggressive and brave, buddy, I shouldn’t have to travel this way”, whispered Karan.
Sailesh was assigned with some special task, a clandestine operation, of which Karan knew little. Exactly two months ago Sailesh, along with his small force consisting of only five members, was out on his way to the Turtok Sector, an inhospitable and uninhabitable terrain where not a speck of green was to be found anywhere. Four out of six soldiers returned after three days, but, there was no trace of either Sailesh or the other one, Tong Fuk. According to the official report, there was a severe snow blizzard, the troop lost their connections with each other and, all of them were badly bruised with snow bites. None had the least idea about the fate of the others. Combing operation was initiated but in vain. Finally, it was surmised that the two of them couldn’t be alive in such climatic condition for more than a month and they were officially declared …lost..in this case, Karan knew, it meant..DEAD.
And, so, now he was on his way to Sailesh’ house, to deliver the news to his mother.
Mrs Ahuja looked petite and pale, but she welcomed Karan warmly. Karan already informed her about his arrival and she was waiting for him. This was not the first time they were meeting each other, but, definitely, this rendezvous was unique as it was not accompanied by Sailesh. Karan was feeling flummoxed as for where or which to start with. She was looking so calm and patient.
Mrs Ahuja served him tea and offered some home-made cakes. The situation was becoming heavier for Karan and finally, he started the prologue.
It was a long story and, she was a patient listener. Throughout the narration, she never interrupted him nor asked any question.
“So you understand, Auntyji,” he said, “we couldn’t find their bodies ..but..but….you know….nobody can survive atop 20,000 ft, battling the chilly blizzards..no food..no..nothing…..”, his voice crumpled and he stopped abruptly.
Mrs Ahuja sat still, contemplating. A bizarre silence was hovering around the room. Finally, she spoke.
“You said his body was not found?”
Karan nodded sheepishly.
“That means he is still alive”, she smiled.”I know my son… he never gives up, he is sure to return. He must keep his promise ..I know.”
There was an awkward firmness in her voice, her eyes blank and desolate, her breathing intensified as she uttered the words.
Karan was dumbstruck. He had no idea how to give solace to this lady who voluntarily wanted to turn her face from the fact.
He brought out a brown envelope from his pocket, “Here are some papers on which your signs are needed”.
Mrs Ahuja behaved as if she was not listening as if no one was sitting in front of him, as if there was nothing else more important in this world except her own fingers which were tightly clasped with each other.
The day was ending…..slowly but surely. The approaching evening was readying itself to enwrap the meek rays of the sun…..darkness would be there.
Karan stood up and, as he attempted to switch on the light Mrs Ahuja shouted abruptly, “Don’t”!!
“Don’t”! she repeated. “I no more need light. For sometimes, light has not that all warming, all-loving, propitious effect. Rather, it has that omnipotence to reveal everything, it makes everything candid…it chases the darkness annihilating those shadows in which hope and dreams live…let them live in peace in their repose.”
She had to live with her phantasmagoria…in order to keep her son alive- Karan understood.
You know, there’s exist a state o fmind , when you have so many things to say, to tell , but just that you are not able to speak up.
I am speechless. A painful story, a real story, a inspirational and hopeful story.
It’s hard for me to believe that this is a story…Looks like real life incident. I think you have done some research on the defense before attempting to write. Anyway beautifully written. Thoroughly enjoyed it 🙂
I am very moved by your brilliant narration. The mention of IMA and facts such as Zojila company and the names of places in our Northern sector makes it difficult for me to imagine this as a story. But real or or unreal your writing skills in interweaving facts with fiction is indeed masterful. More so as I have known such poignant moments as described in Mrs Ahuja’s response to the tragic news when we lost some of our brave colleagues.
Maniparna you richly deserved the 1st Runner Up and more! Thank you very much for the share and I am honored to read this account.
Thank you so much Dilip..your compliment means a lot …especially for this one. Somehow , I always feel that those who are in constant vigilance of our security , saving us from outside threats , deserve more recognition and respect .
I don’t know if I should comment here! 😦
You made me cry!
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Silence speaks loads, sometimes……
Thank you…. 🙂
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Indeed!
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You know, there’s exist a state o fmind , when you have so many things to say, to tell , but just that you are not able to speak up.
I am speechless. A painful story, a real story, a inspirational and hopeful story.
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Thank you so much. I’m really overwhelmed by your kind words.
Let me know how you liked the story submitted as this year’s WUC entry… 🙂
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Sure , could you please send me teh link for same
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Here it goes, it’s a bit long read, as per the rules this time… 🙂
https://maniparna5002.wordpress.com/2015/04/27/love-lust-lost/
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Sure, will read it 🙂 , I wd love to hv feedback frm u for my story “And we move on” 🙂
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It’s hard for me to believe that this is a story…Looks like real life incident. I think you have done some research on the defense before attempting to write. Anyway beautifully written. Thoroughly enjoyed it 🙂
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Yes Anoop , a bit of research is always useful if a writer wants to pen down something specifically…
Thank you so much for your valuable comment… 🙂
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True..:)
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I am very moved by your brilliant narration. The mention of IMA and facts such as Zojila company and the names of places in our Northern sector makes it difficult for me to imagine this as a story. But real or or unreal your writing skills in interweaving facts with fiction is indeed masterful. More so as I have known such poignant moments as described in Mrs Ahuja’s response to the tragic news when we lost some of our brave colleagues.
Maniparna you richly deserved the 1st Runner Up and more! Thank you very much for the share and I am honored to read this account.
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Thank you so much Dilip..your compliment means a lot …especially for this one. Somehow , I always feel that those who are in constant vigilance of our security , saving us from outside threats , deserve more recognition and respect .
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Great story with an excellent ending !
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Touching Story!
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Yes..hope you liked it.. 🙂
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I guess I can’t even understand the pain of such a loss.
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Really Mridula..it’s hard for us to fathom such loss..
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Touching story, Maniparna.
War & all defence-related things make me question…why? Such loss cannot be accounted…
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Anita, this question haunts me too…but I think the answer is not so easy to find out 😦
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Good! Very good 🙂
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Thenkuzz.. 😀
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excellent narration and flair of gripping.
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Thank you 🙂
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That ending was great
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Thanks Suresh 🙂 ..your compliment means a lot to me..
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Good story and nicely told.
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thanks a lot…glad that you liked it 🙂
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I was hooked till the very end…Good one!
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It was the narrative that held me till the end, great read sweets 🙂
Richa
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Thank you Richa , delighted to see you on my blog 🙂
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Beautiful story and a spellbinding ending !
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Thank you 🙂
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